I Believe that Behavioral Education Is the Domain of the Courageous and Resilient

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This is the second in a series of collaborative blog posts between the Collaborative Family Healthcare Association and the Society of Teachers of Family Medicine.

Corey Smith, PsyD

Corey Smith, PsyD

I believe that behavioral education in family medicine is the domain of the courageous and resilient. Behavioral scientists, the “Lone Wolf” of medical education, are asked to educate residents (often with little support) in areas sometimes antithetical to their students’ previous 4 years of medical school.

Example: Motivational Interviewing (MI). Teaching a group of intelligent overachievers, who recently finished training aimed at increasing their comfort with giving orders, that giving orders might be the worst choice they could make? Bring it on.

On my first day in my current position, I participated in a 3-hour didactic involving the placement of first-year residents into groups, with name tags labeled Stars, Champions, and Winners, competing to properly identify OARS statements. What courage to attempt such a novel approach! Three years, and many frustrating didactics later, I see how an experienced and effective psychologist might come to the conclusion, “You know what? Let’s put name tags on these yahoos and see what happens.”

Over the last 3 years I have faced resistance to the concept of MI, the likes of which would rival the 300 Spartans at the battle of Thermopylae. I began with my own resistance and maintenance of a strict adherence to teaching the concepts of MI in a way more suited to those attending a day-long workshop. My first clue that the car had gone off the rails occurred when, during a group meeting, a first-year resident flatly refused to participate in a role play. Awkward. Resilience points: check. Next, I enlisted the assistance of the most behaviorally friendly physician faculty member I could find because, “sometimes doctors think they can only learn from other doctors.” The first statement from the residents upon seeing one of their own in our behavioral meeting: “What are YOU doing here, checking up on us?” Hmm.

Finally, a revelation: “Why don’t we ask the residents how they want to learn this?” Brilliant! (I really wish I could take credit for this.) The residents wanted to have a free-form discussion of common problems and how they might address them (ie, smoking cessation, weight loss, leaving an abusive partner, etc). “But that’s not MI!” I protested. Knowing my colleague was better suited for this task than I, it has taken courage to give up the reins. However, watching her execute her wisdom and skill as a teacher made the development of resilience from constant tongue biting to avoid the over-insertion of MI terminology more palatable. (I’m barely even allowed to speak its name!)

At the time of publication, we have met four times with each cohort of residents and our wonderfully helpful “Physician Mole.” I find the conversations helpful in building rapport and camaraderie surrounding difficult areas of potential change and see hope for the future. In true MI form, I rolled with the resistance and sought opportunities to model and educate residents on the Spirit of MI. It is far too early to evaluate the effectiveness of our modality, nor have I found the method of teaching this important skill that will define our curriculum, but we have become more resilient teachers and maintained the courage of our convictions.

We can’t go back now anyway; I lost the name tags.

I Believe There’s no Such Thing as a Work-Life Balance

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Katherine Fortenberry, PhD

I_BelieveLogoThis is the first in a series of collaborative blog posts between the Collaborative Family Healthcare Association and the Society of Teachers of Family Medicine.

There’s no such thing as work-life balance. I think this every morning when I leave for work, watching my 2-year-old son press his face against the front window and wave at me as I back down the driveway. It comes up again at work, as I guiltily feel relieved when a patient cancels and I have an unexpected half hour to work on a behavioral science presentation for residents. There is always somewhere else that I should be and something else that I should be working on.

As a working mother who has been a chronic perfectionist and overachiever, the pressure is always there. If I’m not careful, this pressure turns into guilt. I miss my son’s doctor’s appointment, and I can’t translate his toddler-speak as easily as I think I should be able to. At work I fall hopelessly behind in answering emails, while wondering when I’ll have time to submit that paper for publication. It’s easy to start berating myself for not being more efficient, for not accomplishing more at work, and then not getting home in time to start dinner.

As the behavioral science educator in our family medicine residency program, I teach work-life balance. Residents vent in support group about the endless patient demands, of long nights, of stress in their marriages, of their own emotional struggles. So I encourage them to focus on their goals, to reflect on the things they’re grateful for, and to put their energy toward what they value most. Take steps to change what stressors can be controlled, and learn to release the ones that cannot.

I hear these words as I say them to our residents, and I resolve yet again to start taking my own advice. And sometimes I can successfully do this. Yet other times, I compose emails in my head as I rock my son to sleep. Or a patient’s struggles sparks one of my own worries, and I find my mind drifting off into my own troubles. Then my work life and my personal life collide into each other, and I wonder what kind of hypocrite I am that I presume to tell our residents how to live their lives better.

Perhaps I should admit to myself that I can’t achieve balance. Maybe part of me will always want to be in the other part of my life, somehow both working more and spending more time with my family. It hurts to think that I may never be able to spend all the time I want with my son. But I know fighting this guilt won’t help.

Instead I focus on changing my relationship with it and remind myself that even if there isn’t enough time, wishing to be in the other part of my life only takes me away from where I am now. So I close my eyes and I focus on the feel of my son’s soft hair against my cheek. I focus on the pain in my patient’s voice. I slowly take a deep breath. This is my only moment.